處女女的我

吵架時，處女女愛說狠話。

當她轉身走後，她多麼希望你能追上來緊緊抱住她，

哪怕說一句：不要走，我需要你。

都有可能讓她回頭。

若你放她走，

那她所說的狠話都有可能成真，

處女女看似堅強其實很脆弱。

沒有安全感 沒有方向 

卻有目標知道自己喜歡什麼不喜歡什麼。

週末喜歡一個人宅在家 喜歡寧靜的生活 

但這種寧靜的生活又令自己想太多 

精神上摺磨自己 自虐狂。

也許生活中沒有對錯 

只是信仰不同 

你甚至會問自己非要無止境地折磨自己嗎 

糾結完之後糾結 

這就是處女座。

你願意去愛這個處女座嗎？

處 女座無論對親情友情愛情也有很大的觸動，

特別是在離別的時候

儘管他不肯用言語去表達自己的內心，

但是他的心裡卻是非常的不捨，

眼淚也在心裡不斷地流。

他對你好，就絶不會絶情，

因為他在乎你這個人  不捨得你走。

嗯，這就是處女座，口是心非的處女座

當處女座愛上一個人時就連自我也無法分清；

當處女座愛上一個人時會自卑地認為自己不夠好；

處女座愛上一個人時把自己的自尊也忘掉；

處女座愛上一個人時一反常態 

收起大大咧咧的性格來迎合喜歡的人。

但你不能說處女座為什麼會那麼傻 

這只是處女座愛人的一種方式

【處女座愛情上的優點】

頑皮、友好、自然有靈性、接納、體貼、投入、不拘泥、體諒、容忍、慈善。

【處女座愛情上的缺點】

古怪、有些不可靠、自我中心、冷酷、冷淡、很難承諾、反覆權衡、變化無常。

【處女喜歡的】

浪漫的感覺、被欣賞、穩定、被需要、被一種神秘力量所籠罩、被別人鼓勵自己的夢。

處女座們總是給自己希望；

處女座的人總是愛逞強；

處女座的人總是不相信所謂命運；

處女座的人總是遇強愈強；

處女座的人總是成全別人卻廢了自己；

處女座的人總是被佔有慾特強；

處女座的人總是不輕言放棄；

處女座的人總是替別人找藉口安慰自己；

處女座的人總在愛情面前丟掉了尊嚴。

【我就是這麼一個處女座】

1.誰對我好我就對誰好；

2.只要你把我當回事,你的事就是我的事；

3.你把事辦明白,我就不能差你事；

4.朋友要交就真心實意,不是就你會玩心眼；

5.不要整虛情假意的事,誰對我好我知道；

6.拿我當回事的,有事不用你說話,我肯定到位；

7.眾口難調,我做不到讓所有人喜歡我。

處女座：

在有時候，我會突然不自信；

有時候，我會拿不出勇氣；

有時候，我會假裝很快樂；

有時候，我也會任性；

我會為小小的事掉眼淚；

我也會為小小的事興奮睡不著；

一直以來，我都覺得自己不夠好，

我承認，我不算完美，但是我很真。

處女座有時不知道自己為什麼如此難過，

甚至連快樂都像是博愛的標點，

處女有時很沉默，沉默到令旁人糾結這是不是冷漠的人。

其實處女並不吝嗇告訴他人自己的秘密，

也不很關心他人私事，就像為自己的生命劃定了範圍和原則，

但遇到事情，

處女的情緒很顛簸很脆弱，

痴情和懷舊就能輕而一舉把TA們擊個粉碎。

【較真的處女座】

較真指數：95% 說起較真，有誰能比得過處女座呢？

處女座思維嚴謹，追求完美有時候能達到苛刻的程度，

許多處女座都擁有一張刻薄的嘴。

任何一件小事都可能成為他們較真的對象， 

“我有較真嗎？沒有啊，這不是在溝通嗎，我在說事實啊，我有錯嗎？

處女低調，內向憂鬱，常裝出一副嚴厲的姿態，

給人感覺很冷漠，

其實內心是火熱的，很善良，不容易拒絶別人，

尤其是自己看重的人，受傷了就會想要逃避，多數是吃軟不吃硬！

脾氣很大，

但是對事不對人！

他們凡事都想靠自己完成，

不想周圍人為他操心，

他們很重視面子。

很少有人真正瞭解處女座。

處女座關於愛情，

其實突然崩盤也好，

漸漸離去也好，

最終的結局都是一樣的，

時光流逝如大江東去，

縱然在岸邊徘徊千遭，

重拾往日的溫情也根本不可能了。

不需要有曲折的過程，

對於很久以前的戀情，

處女座知道自己是回不去的。

唯一能夠做的，也許就是，刻骨銘心的記住，罷了!!

【處女座什麼都比別人多一點】 

多情

多心

多疑

多變

多嘴

多問

多罵

多理

多愛

多惡

多事

多深

多算

多恨

多念

多念

多真

多喝

多苦

多忙

多怕

多愁

多猜

多夢
多慮

什麼都比別人多一點。

因為太神經質，太敏感，太左思右想，

因此不能享受真正的輕鬆。

處女座不喜歡激烈的東西，覺得危險不可靠。

喜歡營造自己的生活圈，

在固定的時間見固定的人，

去固定的飯館，吃固定的飯菜。

不相信一見鍾情，太過熱情的男生，

只遠觀。

很慢熱，耐得住寂寞，

對待感情絶對寧缺毋濫。

玩得起暗戀，也經得起暗戀的折磨。

概括之：自然、安穩、純粹、實在

處女座在生氣的時候會說出很難聽的話去傷害對方以維護自己所謂的面子，

等到冷靜下來回想自己的行為和語言時，常懊惱不已。

處女總在傷害總在反思總在後悔。

處女的心不是壞的，

但總在最後是弄巧成拙。

請原諒這樣的處女

很多人都不看好處女座，

認為他們霸道、個人主義、佔有慾極強......

等等一切。

但是，處女們其實並非所想的那樣“理所當然”。

我有佔有慾，但我很隱忍；

我們有能力領導、統一，及保護我們愛的人，

愛生活愛家人愛朋友，

對於所愛的人，

我們可以通過犧牲來換取他們的笑臉。

我想說，這一切是很偉大的。

處女座是一個要求完美的星座，

那麼在愛情上也是這樣的，

他們決不允許自己離婚，

雖然有的時候感覺兩個人時間久了，

沒有了激情，

但是他們知道自己是無法離開另一半的，

而且他們也決不允許離婚一詞出現在自己人生的字典裡面，

所以知道自己不能放棄，

那麼不如努力的讓自己和另一半快樂起來，這樣才會幸福

【處女座特性你占了幾條？】

1、喜歡孤單，又害怕孤單

（有）

2、沒有安全感，卻會給別人安全感

（有）

3、愛得起，放得下；

（有）

4、喜歡折磨人，一會兒好，一會兒壞

（有）

5、喜歡自欺欺人，一直說以後一切都會好 

（有）

6、重感情，溫柔的星座；愛哭，卻從不在他人面前流淚。

（有）

7、很善良，體貼，堅強，有時愛幻想，傷心時沒有金錢觀念。

（有）

【處女座】

有些小虛榮，

愛情至上，

勇於去愛，

享受被戀人欣賞和擁護的滿足感。

說話直率，

常以老大的口氣勸導朋友，

但自己往往做出飛蛾撲火的事情。

外表開朗堅強，內心徬徨而陰暗。

處女座本真的一面很吸引很可愛，

行動力強，感染力也強；

複雜的一麵裡夾雜野性、另類、冷漠、自我、徬徨

處女座的人外表冷冰冰，內裡熱辣辣，甚至愛恨交加。

愛將面孔拉長，待人總冷冰冰，令人不敢接近。

交往的時間稍長便會讓人瞭解他們是可以深交的人。

和處女座的人談戀愛，

就像吃拔絲香蕉，外酥內軟外冷內熱。

外面和裡面的情況完全相反，

冷的時候令人吃驚，熱的時候叫人更加吃驚。

處女座另類，雙重性格，

甚至有點神經質，

狀態好的時候，

可以將自己聰明、細膩、完美、光芒四射，可以表現得非常外向、健談。

狀態不好時，

他們缺乏安全感，喜歡躲起來不說話，

這個時候，

作為他們的愛人就要給他更多的關懷與安全感。

如果你愛處女女，

那麼請你原諒她的任性、固執、幼稚、胡鬧、霸道、自私、冷漠、頑皮、懶惰、偏激、叛逆……

對於在乎的人，

處女女的所有喜怒哀樂

才會在愛的人面前表現出來，

處女女也不完美，這樣的處女女你還會愛嗎？

處女女是沒有安全感的孩子，

愛音樂，非常愛，

怕黑，卻習慣晚睡，

喜歡隱藏真正的心事，

喜歡有口袋的衣服，

否則會不知道手放在哪裡，

習慣抱臂，習慣冷戰，

有時會突然不知所措，

喜歡窗戶，喜歡蜷縮，喜歡寫字和閲讀，

有時會莫名的孤單，

感到無法抗拒的恐懼感，不愛說話又很愛說話。

- 这就是處女女的我，了解了吗？ -

Fucking Dead I.B.

oh man! is holy shit

wtf presentation

u did nothing Ms. Cayley Chan

* feel that gona failed in this paper.. I don't want >

Please God..

at least let me get a "C"  for it  

* sob sob *

and no "C-" please...

i gona cry until GG if You did so....

i have no idea with this paper

i don't know how am i gona face this paper inside the exam hall

is really fucking me dead

i wan to pass la...

is the lat second semester..

one more semester to go

and is the fucking semester which short & long sem combine
* FUCK! *

left 4 subjects, one resit paper

die soon
* dear readers please prepare your " pek kim "  XD *

LAW paper killing me

IB paper fucking me

damn it!
can i fast fast finish this stupid diploma

i don't want to study anything that related with business more

and yesterday i do think of to continue my degree in business

but today

i wish that i won't continue it

there is another LAW paper more in degree

damn damn damn!!!!

i hate LAW laaa!!
you this stupid law!!

get away from me!

SHU SHU SHUUUUU!!!! >
dammnnnn...

no mood at all....

what a emo day start and may last forever  :'(

接受

时间过得真快

仿佛上一分钟

你还陪在我左右

曾经

还以为我们会开花结果

但是一切都是曾经

我还记得

那个下午

那个晚上

那个可爱

又看似笨挫的脸孔

那双安慰我的手

那股温暖的问候

好怀念哦

现在

仿佛已经自由

但其实我真的自由了么

回忆一直在夜里

不停的反复重演

你可明白我的痛么

其实很想让你知道我懂

我真的懂

却担心言不由衷

我都接受

在这之前

我想

或许是我自己不够成熟

分不了轻重

在一个友情以上

但却爱情之下感情

不能退后也无法向前走

也让自己迷失了一段时间

爱

可以是一个自私的念头

可以是把寂寞消除的理由

但试问

剩下的那些感动

你又能记得多久

- 虽然我还是记得 -

我接受了
我真的接受了
真心祝福你们

又 emo料咯 !!!   >-

from the Bamboo daughter ♥

this post i'm gona mention about two person in my life

Adeline Khoo & LiPing Ching

both of them are just like sister to me

although our age do have gap

but they do love me much

appreciate to have them in my life

they even sponsor me for many things

can you both don't treat me so good

i feel i shouldn't get so much from you both

you both really treat me like your own daughter

Thanks God

He let me know you both in my life

I Heart You

My Both "Dry" Mummy

Love you both like my Hippo!  ♥

- Your Bamboo Daughter -

The Girls Night ♥

 well here i'm back again

this is a late post

but feel rejoice that i still have the mood to continue for it :D

due to we are just only girls in all the photos

so i titled it as "The Girls Night"

- let the story begin -

is Wednesday

suppose that i have to attend two classes for that day

but due to my group had done the POM's presentation

so we do not have to attend Ms. Michelle's class

but only ah Sir class for INDIVIDUAL presentation -.-"

as i was staying at hostel

Ping & Makcik tumpang my car to college

and yet they skip the early class too

* you two! ponteng class! XD *

and again and again continue with photos XD
* i'm almost said the same thing in every post.. bahaha :D *

Look of the day

with my favorite clothes

- RED long-sleeved clothing with BIG APPLE -

* like like super like ^-^ *

- FAT face + SHARP chin = PERFECT   XD -

i like this photo muchiess

* although my pipi do looks FAT but who cares? XD *

with my new spec - BrownSpotty

* FAT face again ...T-T... *

and another one Reddie

 FAT chin & FLAT chin  XD

as the photos say:

Sometimes, I'm CRAZY  :3

but DON'T FOOL ON ME   :/

our class start at 3pm

but we went out at 1:30pm

because i scare there is no parking space for me

and i prefer to go college at least 1 hour earlier

it will be more safe if you go earlier :/

during the CB presentation

p/s: CB doesn't mean c*bai 

* is CONSUMER BEHAVIOR, close up your dirty minded :p *

i was so so so nervous 

and i don't know why

my hand keep shaking will presenting

shake like earthquake? XD

after that

hiuuuuuuuuu.......

finally finished but i know it is worse at all

nevermind la!

as long as is finished!

now is break time!!! 

we went back hostel after class

and was decide to go Ali - Mamak Stall for dinner :]

but before that

let me finish my drama first

i start continue watching my drama at 5pm

and finished it at nearly 9pm

so we had our dinner after 9pm 

then i just grab my bag and go makan XD

me, Lynn, Lin, Ping go there with my car

and meet Yin & Yee at there

* they came late -.-!!! *

i do met MOomoo and MAomao 

and the white white leng zai one i don't know what's his name XD

Yee ask them to join cause he is the only guy if he didn't ask them to join 

so

girls have girls talks

and boys have boys talks

but...

Mr. Au, please do not smoke if you are sitting beside me

i don't want to argue with you

cause we have many friends around

but you should respect others

i do not mention doesn't mean that i can accept you smoking beside me

if you wanna smoke please move to another side or maybe another table

you like smoke doesn't means everybody like it  -.-

thanks for the cooperation. * LOL! *

talk about MOomoo & MAomao
p/s: ahying i know you are laughing 

when i mention their name like this

STOP LAUGHING

* i'm laughing too! XD *

nothing special on MOomoo but MAomao

he cut-ed botak

hahahahaahahah!!!!!

laugh die me!!!!!!

but of course i'm a good person

i don't laugh in front of friend but behind XD

and the reason why he cut his hair

is because he lose while playing games with his friend

MAomao ar MAomao

not i want to li li lo lo

but you really ar...

is just a GAME

why u treat it so serious

你未免也太.......

* 无言 *

after dinner we direct when for dessert/supper

- Tong Pak Fu -

Yummy yummy!!!  ^-^

this is the second time i go ther

this time i try this

is Mango Black Jelly

oh my gosh

like like like likeeeeeeeee    ♥-♥

sedapnyaa

* and also mahalnyaaaaaa  @-@" *

we do take photos at there ♥

with the makcik - Shierlin ♥ 

we are the red girls of the night

stupid Lynn

* i have no idea with what is she doing -.- *

makcik makcik ♥

playing with the Tong Pak Fu tissue -.-" 

WE again ♥

p/s: my pipi so FAT T^T

these two fanqiong!!!

keeping pressing handphone

one iphone one smartphone

touch touch touch and touch!

later i touch your boobs then only you both know! XD

after that we are not willing to back hostel yet 

so we go Strait Quay to have some fun and chichat ♥

and we found a good place for us to do so

Ping, Lynn, Makcik ♥

wonderful photos are coming 

* hiek hiek hiek *

* Thinks~~ *

Darlie's advertisement XD

Makcik

fuyoooo your legs so LONGGGGG

* claps for the photographer - me please  XD *

Lynn & Yin

the BFF ♥

love you both muchieeeeeeeeeeee  ^-^

- Yin with her Bak Bao XD -

i have no idea with their pose

and trust me

i just hold the camera and capture ONLY! :/ 

we gave a caption for this photo

- 被水蛭吸干的孙悟空 -

looks alike right? XD

 

Lynn's pipi drooping....        and she try to pick it up with her hands XD

hostel's 两支玫瑰
* wuekk...    vomit-ing *

 i like this photo 

with my Makcik ♥

Love youuuuuuu ..

* ahbin don't jealous, i won't rampas she from you * 

 she is acting cute!

but every photos that she take is just so cute

and funny tooo  :]

- our group photo -

looks so funny

how fat is lynn and makcik in the mirror XD

hahahaha!!!!!

here goes the 孙悟空 at the back
so the in front one is...

猪八戒 ??? XD

we chichat a lots of things at there

and also plan for the next stop

Picnic & BBQ after exam

looking forward on it

i want i want i want!!!!!!!  

Ping doesn't take many photos with us tonight

cause she was busying taking her OWN photo with her phone

nevermind just ignore her XD

at least she is still in the group photo

is almost 1am

and finally we gam buan go back liao

a photo before going back hostel

- makcik looks to angry -

i do have a great time with you girls

feel excited for the next girls date

ask Ting along that time!

don't let her back hometown   XD

oppsy is middle night

time to sleep

♥ goodnight ♥

- story end -

for the one I Heart..

hey dear...

how are you recently..

honestly i miss  you so much..

do you so......?

i'm writing this blog

to tell you and also myself

is time to giving you up

is time to let you go

is time to forget all the sadness between us

i'm doing a decision now 

to let go everything about us

to let go all the memories that we had

let go the one that i always heart

fly memories

fly sadness

fly as far as you can

do not turn back 

do not come back

do not hurt me once again

i felt wanna cry when writing this blog

but i know i couldn't

cause i'm use to be strong but not a weaker

i use to be on the top but not at the corner

i use have a SMILE but not some eyes drops

honestly is hard for me to let you go

but what else i can do

you have your partner now

you have your relationship

so what the point that i keep waiting for

waiting for a miracle to happen

or a fairy tales

but it won't happen

some of my friends keep telling me

if you never try, you will never know

but i just can say

i knew even i didn't try

why don't i just keep it in the deep heart

and let it sleep forever

before this 

i told myself

do not give up

everything is worth

as long as i didn't get the wedding invitation card

that means i still have the chance to go

but now

i just hope that i could really let you go 

and bless you with my deepest heart

hope you will always be happy

hope you will always be blissful

hope that you both will stay together last forever

it's time for me to get go

i think

it will be okay

just give me some times..

Heart Always Y.

Cayley

A Letter for the little brother L.M.K.

hey little boy

hmm...

i think there is something i have to explain well to you

i treat you as my little brother but not a lover

so please do not misunderstood me

cause misunderstanding just only will get we separate far a part

i think this is not what you and i want right?

i treat you as my little brother

i will love you as i always said

but there is just only sister and brother relationship between us

nothing else for that :]

i will love you like how parents love their new born child

this is how i show my love (sister's) to you 

my little brother

when you sad or maybe down

please let me know

so i could be the big sister who sit by your side

to comfort you

to accompany you

help you get through all the troubles and sadness

when you feel you wanna cry

please let me know

so i could lend my shoulder to you

or maybe i could give you a big hug

as long as it could makes you feel better

instead of letting you just being alone at a corner

tell me more about you

so i could understand what you need and what you want

as i could be just right there the time you want

don't be worry about all the troubles

i'm your big sister

i will hold your hand tight

and never let you fall

i will try my best to protect you from those sadness

i will try to be a good sister or even the best in the world

that i just don't want you to get hurts more

cause she hurt you deep enough

i want you to be happy

cause there is only no worries for me when you be happy

so please do no be sad

must be cheer :]

Mun Kit Li

be happy and no worries

and do what you had said but not just say

i hope to see a NEW you

remember i'm always there for you

you can come to me anytime

as long as you need me

i will try to be the best sister for you

Cares & Loves

Your Sis.