Friday, January 20, 2012

F8ck

okay i'll just name him as "K"
first impression that he gave to me was
- gentleman
- responsibility


but now... SORRY lar!!! is TOTALLY opposite..!

while get know more about this fellow
i just felt that he is like acting to be a "GENTLEMAN"
i don't know what are the purpose that he act for
but for me is just so DISGUSTING! Ew.. YUCK!

RESPONSIBILITY

-first thing-
hello man!
you are the one who asking me to join you
but i do feel like i'm the one who asking you to join me
every practice, i have to text you
every practice, you will be late
and even you didn't inform me earlier when you can't make it
first few times i think it was nothing
but now it is not few times but almost EVERYTIME!!!

I DON'T NEED A PRACTICE
THAT WASTING ME FEW HOURS
AND GET NOTHING IN THE END

so now i just keep quite and see..
if there is no any action, i just treat it as nothing happen before

-second thing-
well, we was plan to share a Christmas present for our friend
so in our share list
i think he should be the one who can collect the money easier than me
but what he did was, 2 months or even more are coming soon
he couldn't collect all the money for me.

hello man!!! i'm human i need money to live too!
please collect it for me SOON!
and about the card
when you sign your signature where did your eyes look at ?!
who signed who didn't sign you don't know meh?!
you are stupid or idiot?!
and very funny is
when i ask you when can you pay me all the money,
you tell me :
hey...cayley
i know that your sis is doing online business right?
selling contact lens...
i would like to do online business too
just want to know who to do
hope to contact with your sis...

i was like WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS PEOPLE
i though he reply my question but at the end is this


I'M SO SO SO SO DISAPPOINTED ON YOU
AND I'LL NEVER COOPERATE OR SHARE WITH YOU AGAIN
NEVER EVER!!!


and one more thing,
don't think that you can manage a relationship very well
you are not smart as you think!

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

舍不得

时间过的还快
转眼2011年就这样结束了
看看回2011年的日子
真的发生了好多的事
身边有好多人离开了
最舍不得的
就是那两个我爱的男人-爸爸和“你”


爸爸
因病而逝世
在他还在的期间
让我感受到
原来那么多年来
我都不曾那么真正的看着他的脸
我都不曾那么细心地照顾他
原来
在我眼中他所做“不好”的事
都是为了让我们过得好一点 舒服一点
爸爸 突然我很想你
也不懂为什么
每一次都会突然地想你
但是 我又不敢让妈咪知道
我担心她会更难过
2011年的平安夜
妈咪有提起了你
可是最终眼泪还是流了出来
我也是一样
我很后悔为什么每一次失去了以后
我才会想要珍惜
不过我们会在相见对不对
你要等我哦
那时候
我还要在牵起你的手
然后撒娇地说:
爸爸,我们去吃鱼好不好....
爸... 我爱你......

“你”
当我知道的那一刻
我是又喜又忧
是因为你可以找到你的幸福
是因为你要的幸福不是我
该怎么说呢
或许
我们就不是上帝所配对的那一对吧
但是
到了今天
新的一年
本来是应该把以前的都留在那里
可是
偏偏它就是一直跟着我
希望有一天
我可以真正的祝福你们
希望...希望........


你知道吗
我真的很想真心祝福你
可是每当我一打开面子书
看到你左手边的女孩时
眼泪都会不听话
自己跑了出来
每次我想面对你时
总有各种的阻碍
让我不去遇见你
不去面对你
希望有一天
我可以站在你面前
告诉你:
亲爱的,虽然我不是你的选择
但是我宁愿自己难过
也不愿看见你失去你的幸福
祝福你,要幸福,要快乐
爱你,,,