Tears Drop

24 November 2010
the first result day of her college's life
and yet
she failed
she failed her Microeconomic paper
and she though she will be strong enough to face the truth
but she didn't
when she meet her lecturer
she cried
tears drop from her eyes
can't stop
she was so upset
she feel that she's the most stupid person in the world
but thanks God
she has a friendly kind lecturer
he helps she
he give her the hope
he give comfort to her
then only she calm down a bit
lecturer told her will give her the answer in today
and so she just have to wait
she went wandering
sitting inside the public transport
thinking herself
asking herself
why this will happen
and the only answer she can found is
she didn't not prepared herself well
is truth
this is the truth
beside this reason
she can't accept others
wandering at outside few hours
then only she went home
although is sad
but she still carry the hope
unfortunately
the last hope did not achieve
she have to face the truth
and she try to
but she is not tough as before
she is weak
she is fragile
she don't know what she need to do
until now
she writing her blog
but she is still crying
she know she have to resit the paper
she know she have to face the truth
but now
she is just too weak for that
but
she is very lucky to have a nice lecturer in this subject
he willing to helps her
Thanks God for that!!!
and Thanks to her lecturer


she will start to be strong again
because she doesn't want anyone who care about her be worry
so she will be the one who strong enough to face everything in the future
Lucks for her-Cayley

剪刀

我哭了
只是一把剪刀
但我哭了

从小不懂为什么就是害怕剪刀
直到现在也还是如此
*还真没用*

刚刚弟弟拿着剪刀在我的后方
因为知道了所以故装没舍
怎知不懂怎样
那剪刀就这样钩到我的头发
我傻了
直接喊他
骂完了
我哭了
我真的很害怕剪刀
如果那一刻一不小心
头发被剪了是没怎样
但如果剪刀刺到头我
该怎么办
我一直忍着不哭
可是
不能了
眼泪还是情不自禁地流了

剪刀
其实它不可怕
但不懂为什么
我对它的抗拒就是这样
只要看见那剪刀的方式不对
我会先闪一边然后再骂人

剪刀
虽然看起来不怎样
但一不小心
它会成为悲剧的凶器
所以
请小心使用
拜托！！！


Cayley cy.