for the one I Heart..

hey dear...

how are you recently..

honestly i miss  you so much..

do you so......?

i'm writing this blog

to tell you and also myself

is time to giving you up

is time to let you go

is time to forget all the sadness between us

i'm doing a decision now 

to let go everything about us

to let go all the memories that we had

let go the one that i always heart

fly memories

fly sadness

fly as far as you can

do not turn back 

do not come back

do not hurt me once again

i felt wanna cry when writing this blog

but i know i couldn't

cause i'm use to be strong but not a weaker

i use to be on the top but not at the corner

i use have a SMILE but not some eyes drops

honestly is hard for me to let you go

but what else i can do

you have your partner now

you have your relationship

so what the point that i keep waiting for

waiting for a miracle to happen

or a fairy tales

but it won't happen

some of my friends keep telling me

if you never try, you will never know

but i just can say

i knew even i didn't try

why don't i just keep it in the deep heart

and let it sleep forever

before this 

i told myself

do not give up

everything is worth

as long as i didn't get the wedding invitation card

that means i still have the chance to go

but now

i just hope that i could really let you go 

and bless you with my deepest heart

hope you will always be happy

hope you will always be blissful

hope that you both will stay together last forever

it's time for me to get go

i think

it will be okay

just give me some times..

Heart Always Y.

Cayley