Sunday, February 12, 2012

* Untitled *

just know that i love you more than i expected
but Thanks God 
that i'm still able 
to stand in front of you
to chat with you

honestly
i don't know why i am still waiting
i know is impossible
but here i am still waiting for the miracle
funny right


anyway
please stay happy
you know
when you feel sad
i'll be the one who feel that too


L. & M. A.   

Monday, February 06, 2012

* 不是故意 *

我以为恶梦不会一直缠着我
我以为头痛闭上眼就痊愈了
我只听你爱听的歌
我只做你的朋友


我变得沉默伤心也不愿开口
我变了好多是否更靠近你呢
等一个固执的如果
如果你懂我为什么
就够了


你别担心
我不怕一个人站在雨里
除了你
我找不到能快乐的意义
眼泪
带给你的压力太清晰
我真的不是故意


不是故意
让自己变得不再像自己
为了你
拼命想拿一百分而努力
却离我越来越远的距离
直到我失去你

真的不是故意...

Friday, February 03, 2012

Emo-ing

My Dear
did you know that
until now
I am still not able to let you go
I am still looking for a HOPE
that you would come to me
I am still believing that is still a chance between us
you must be thinking how stupid am I right
but I just can't let it go
it's meant to me
it's reminding how happy those moments been
it refreshing my mind every moments that we spend before

but the truth is the truth
beside it change
looking forward o someday
that we could be together
or
I can stand in front of you and say
be Happy with her



just stupid emo-ing :'[

Friday, January 20, 2012

F8ck

okay i'll just name him as "K"
first impression that he gave to me was
- gentleman
- responsibility


but now... SORRY lar!!! is TOTALLY opposite..!

while get know more about this fellow
i just felt that he is like acting to be a "GENTLEMAN"
i don't know what are the purpose that he act for
but for me is just so DISGUSTING! Ew.. YUCK!

RESPONSIBILITY

-first thing-
hello man!
you are the one who asking me to join you
but i do feel like i'm the one who asking you to join me
every practice, i have to text you
every practice, you will be late
and even you didn't inform me earlier when you can't make it
first few times i think it was nothing
but now it is not few times but almost EVERYTIME!!!

I DON'T NEED A PRACTICE
THAT WASTING ME FEW HOURS
AND GET NOTHING IN THE END

so now i just keep quite and see..
if there is no any action, i just treat it as nothing happen before

-second thing-
well, we was plan to share a Christmas present for our friend
so in our share list
i think he should be the one who can collect the money easier than me
but what he did was, 2 months or even more are coming soon
he couldn't collect all the money for me.

hello man!!! i'm human i need money to live too!
please collect it for me SOON!
and about the card
when you sign your signature where did your eyes look at ?!
who signed who didn't sign you don't know meh?!
you are stupid or idiot?!
and very funny is
when i ask you when can you pay me all the money,
you tell me :
hey...cayley
i know that your sis is doing online business right?
selling contact lens...
i would like to do online business too
just want to know who to do
hope to contact with your sis...

i was like WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS PEOPLE
i though he reply my question but at the end is this


I'M SO SO SO SO DISAPPOINTED ON YOU
AND I'LL NEVER COOPERATE OR SHARE WITH YOU AGAIN
NEVER EVER!!!


and one more thing,
don't think that you can manage a relationship very well
you are not smart as you think!

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

舍不得

时间过的还快
转眼2011年就这样结束了
看看回2011年的日子
真的发生了好多的事
身边有好多人离开了
最舍不得的
就是那两个我爱的男人-爸爸和“你”


爸爸
因病而逝世
在他还在的期间
让我感受到
原来那么多年来
我都不曾那么真正的看着他的脸
我都不曾那么细心地照顾他
原来
在我眼中他所做“不好”的事
都是为了让我们过得好一点 舒服一点
爸爸 突然我很想你
也不懂为什么
每一次都会突然地想你
但是 我又不敢让妈咪知道
我担心她会更难过
2011年的平安夜
妈咪有提起了你
可是最终眼泪还是流了出来
我也是一样
我很后悔为什么每一次失去了以后
我才会想要珍惜
不过我们会在相见对不对
你要等我哦
那时候
我还要在牵起你的手
然后撒娇地说:
爸爸,我们去吃鱼好不好....
爸... 我爱你......

“你”
当我知道的那一刻
我是又喜又忧
是因为你可以找到你的幸福
是因为你要的幸福不是我
该怎么说呢
或许
我们就不是上帝所配对的那一对吧
但是
到了今天
新的一年
本来是应该把以前的都留在那里
可是
偏偏它就是一直跟着我
希望有一天
我可以真正的祝福你们
希望...希望........


你知道吗
我真的很想真心祝福你
可是每当我一打开面子书
看到你左手边的女孩时
眼泪都会不听话
自己跑了出来
每次我想面对你时
总有各种的阻碍
让我不去遇见你
不去面对你
希望有一天
我可以站在你面前
告诉你:
亲爱的,虽然我不是你的选择
但是我宁愿自己难过
也不愿看见你失去你的幸福
祝福你,要幸福,要快乐
爱你,,,

Sunday, December 25, 2011

爱 有几分


爱  到底有几分  这是我不停的疑问
我的心里对你有多认真  何必执着在你的部份



爱  有几分 这是我永远的疑问
只有到最后一切才有定论
难道这样才能证明我爱得有多深

没有所谓的值不值得 


当失去了  一切都没有了
就算转身之后  我的不舍有多麽的真  又能如何

真的想知道  

爱  到底有几分 
为什么会对你那么认真  
把自己伤得那么深






耀,你要幸福 :'}
我会学着去祝福

Thursday, December 22, 2011

语气


语气
在一个沟通过程
扮演着非常重要的角色
一旦用错了
整个沟通的意思就会完全变质了

在你决定使用哪种语气跟人沟通时
必须先做的就是:
 - 明白对方的意思 -
- 了解对方的目的 -
还有
- 选择适当的语气 -

多数的人都不喜欢语气重的人
因为会让人感觉
你是个高傲,自主的人

所以说话时
请记住自己的语气

别把本性当理由,当借口
如果知道这是自己的本性
那就应该改
别跟我说什么
江山易改,本性难移
只要你有心,你一定做得到
是在于你还是不要
选择
在于你自己

选择一个和睦共处的沟通方式
还是
人人都不爱的重语气



想想吧,钟医生。


请在学生面前给于好榜样,好形象
身为基督徒,
行为及语言上
我们比任何人更该注意
因为每一举每一动
都代表着我们
都应当流露出基督的香气
何况是我们是他们的榜样