Sunday, April 08, 2012

RedBox :]

6th April 2012 (Friday)
date with some new friends which knew from NBF :]
we decide to date at Gurney RedBox
but because of having class on that day
so we only meet at afternoon
- gona continue with photos, ENJOY :] -

when i'm heading to pg for class
i woke up early morning
but still jam inside the ferry
damn it! :[
luckily didn't late for class
take some photos while waiting the ferry
*this is what i always do*
like that copper ring much much!
so happy that i found it again!!
but now i lost the sliver and gold one :'[

class dismiss early that day
so we reach Gurney at 12 something
but HanHan was dy there
and is in Popular
*i think she work at popular until siao liao :p*
so we meet her at there and met Alice too

firstly we was decide to take the lunch package
but found out that is not so cost-effective compare to the student price
so..
CHANGE PLAN
we take lunch at Gurney food court then only continue sing k :]
and yet
i ate the most EXPENSIVE nasi lemak in my life
one plate of nasi lemak cost me RM8.50
really fish that fish aunty!
swear that never gona eat her nasi lemak ever!!!

and finally time reach 2 and is the time that we waiting for
SING K
wulalala~ xD

Nickson try to cover his face
but at the end
my cam cam 's tie just IGNORE him directly

Photos
is me, da Cayley cy. =]

just random capture :]

is Han Han - the sai sai jek

lyn help me to capture this photo
kinda like it
ma hand have light


Gotcha! what are both of you doing huh?? =D


here goes my sleeping beauty
resting on my legs

normally
our time is just until 5pm
but if we take the dinner buffet
it will just cost us about RM29.90++ per person
so at the end we decide to take our dinner there
but dinner only start at 7pm
our stomach were like FLAT OUT -.-"
and finally 7pm come
we were like the lion starving for few months
EAT AS MUCH AS WE CAN
i like buffet
cause you can it what you want and how much you like
no need to bother others
at the same time
DIET go aside =D Teeheee


is Han Han again with her mushroom soup :]


i don't know what is this
but i just want to say
IT JUST TASTE SO YUMMY
man! i like it so so muchieee
but i just ate one and Ming Ming ate 2 of mine Q-Q

after had our HUGE dinner
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ENERGETIC liaoo!!!
continue sing ba~
olallaalaaaaa

*and so shooting time =3*

MUSIC build My Soul
seriously i can't imagine how do i live without MUSIC
gona sing
"how so i live without you, i want to know..."
to Mr. Music XD


SMILE for every single second
i challenge myself again on the day
but i failed it
i choose the song again
and i think that i could over come it
but honestly i don't
i start crying while the song's mv start playing
*but of course nobody know*

" 没有你 怎么办 像我现在无法入眠 多想要和你聊聊天... "


Daddy.. i miss you...
your face appear directly in my mind
wish that you were here that time

OKAY!!!
stop the sad thing
CAYLEY CHAN
must be STRONG!!!
cheer Cheer CHEER!!!! >-

we do have fun in there

this is Ma Choy Ji Dan - Charis Choy
i always give she cute and "nice" nick name
see! how good am i!
must thanks me much much =P

enjoy until 10pm
i decide to take ferry back to butterworth
and very "HAPPY" to said i made a "RIGHT" decision
i reach home at 12:10am
i've been waiting at jetty for 2 hours
Gosh...
but still okay for me la
like this only i have time to take photos merr XD

end up this post with ma ugly photos =X

Byeeeeee

Thursday, April 05, 2012

NOOB Me! o(>,<)o!!!

damn damn damn
what's really my brain going
no class today
and
I'M IN COLLEGE!
F*ck gao gao!!!!

i mari sini buat apa??
aiyoyoy!!!!!!!!!!
geram geram!!!
suppose i can sleep at my big bed but now
ish ish ish!!!!!!!!!
argggghhhhhhh!!!!

GEK KI ar!! >

Wednesday, April 04, 2012

该放弃爱你吗...?

当天黑时

我总是会想起你的温柔

想起

我们有过的喜怒哀乐

想起

我们一起耍闹的时候

想起

我们一起看过的电影




现在呢

你还会像以前一样疼我吗

有了她

你还会疼我么




你永远不会看见我为你掉下的眼泪

因为我宁愿在你面前装着无所谓

忍着那块落下的泪水

狼狈的笑着说:要好好爱她噢




不想让你太累

不想让你太为难

不想看见你为了我对你的爱而疲惫

别在对我好 好吗

我怕我会后悔

我怕我会后悔没把你抓紧




看见你和她在一起

我就想个孩子一样

守在一个遥远的角落

偶尔想象你会回过头来 望我一眼




只是

你永远不会懂

忘记痛 需要多久





回味我们相遇的地方

回忆我们有过的时光

一切都是那么美好

亲切

温柔

温馨



可是现在呢





一切都不在了

我有多怕孤单

只有你明白

我有多怕寂寞

只有你懂得

因为


我只在我爱的人面前

显示出我的脆弱




我以为

你会一直让我依靠

让我依赖

是我太天真了

还是我爱得太愚蠢




我知道自己还是无法忘记

可是我所能做的唯一

就是放弃你

因为我太爱你




该放弃你...?






你要幸福 <3

哭到最后

原来
我从来没有看都你的眼神
所以
我所付出的都还是没符合你的要求
当你生气的时候
我不闻不问的冷漠
藏起来哭过后的声音
以为
你会对我说
"你还好吗"

为什么在这个时候
你就不肯对我说一句安慰的话
你知道吗
我可以很清楚地听到自己的心在呐喊着痛
可是却得不到你的温柔

为什么你就是不肯对我说
宁愿否定我的脆弱
宁愿让我自己一个人难过
不过
这也好
至少让我明白
你不属于我

才知道
原来我从来都没有认识你的所有
才知道
原来
一直以来我只是压抑我的心痛
原来
一直以来
只有我让我的喜怒哀乐活在你的手中
你的
完全没有
现在
哭到最后
我还是要放手
因为
你不会再是属于我




哭到最后

原来
我从来没有看都你的眼神
所以
我所付出的都还是没符合你的要求
当你生气的时候
我不闻不问的冷漠
藏起来哭过后的声音
以为
你会对我说
"你还好吗"

为什么在这个时候
你就不肯对我说一句安慰的话
你知道吗
我可以很清楚地听到自己的心在呐喊着痛
可是却得不到你的温柔

为什么你就是不肯对我说
宁愿否定我的脆弱
宁愿让我自己一个人难过
不过
这也好
至少让我明白
你不属于我

才知道
原来我从来都没有认识你的所有
才知道
原来
一直以来我只是压抑我的心痛
原来
一直以来
只有我让我的喜怒哀乐活在你的手中
你的
完全没有
现在
哭到最后
我还是要放手
因为
你不会再是属于我




Monday, April 02, 2012

A Song - Amazing Grace

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.

T'was Grace that taught...
my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear...
the hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares...
we have already come.
T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far...
and Grace will lead us home.

The Lord has promised good to me...
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be...
as long as life endures.

When we've been here ten thousand years...
bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise...
then when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.


i heard this song when i was working in the book fair

firstly few times i was trying to ignore it

but until the end i still can't do it

it keep reminding me about YOU

it keep reminding me the days we had

it keep reminding me the day YOU go

it keep reminding me that YOU leaved us

Daddy, I Miss YOU :'[

I miss you hardly right now

I cried, because I Miss YOU

I cried, because I didn't cherish the time we had

i cried, because i didn't tell you that how much I LOVE YOU

until now

i have no chances more to tell..


Daddy.. i wish YOU're here with me... :'[