A Song - Amazing Grace

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.

T'was Grace that taught...
my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear...
the hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils and snares...
we have already come.
T'was Grace that brought us safe thus far...
and Grace will lead us home.

The Lord has promised good to me...
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be...
as long as life endures.

When we've been here ten thousand years...
bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise...
then when we've first begun.

Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me....
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now, I see.

i heard this song when i was working in the book fair

firstly few times i was trying to ignore it

but until the end i still can't do it

it keep reminding me about YOU

it keep reminding me the days we had

it keep reminding me the day YOU go

it keep reminding me that YOU leaved us

Daddy, I Miss YOU :'[

I miss you hardly right now

I cried, because I Miss YOU

I cried, because I didn't cherish the time we had

i cried, because i didn't tell you that how much I LOVE YOU

until now

i have no chances more to tell..

Daddy.. i wish YOU're here with me... :'[

is 29th Feb :3

is 29th Feb 2012

it is also a memorable day for me

i hang out with my BFE -best friend ever- again 

it's been a long time we didn't hang out after the previous date

but NEVERMIND

because it wont affect our friendship

my class was until 4 something 

but due to her class which always finish at sharp 5 or even late more

i'll just wait her at college :3

and i also decided to drive to college on the day 

so that transport won't be the problem for us 

thanks God the rain is not heavy on the day

and both of us sitting in the car and start decide where to go

for my safety

she decide to go back Butterworth with me so i won't get lost 

* touch-ed  >_<~ *

i don't hate Penang but the Komtar's area  @@"

so i fetch her to her new hostel 

and wait her for bath and pack 

then only we go for our dinner

dinner of the day is my favourite -SushiKing- ♥_♥!

she was just so happy when i said:

" i can help you to eat the rice of the salmon set "

and i can see how miserable i will be next   :x

and so we chat about many things

-sad things-happy things-funny things-weird things-

and more More MORE :D

after dinner 

we go for some "exercises" - shopping :B -

but actually we don't shop a lot but staying in a shop for a long time :b

firstly we were just only want to looking for purse

but at the end we bought watches XD

and this is the reason why we staying in there for so long

1 watch = 18.90

2 watches = 25

3 watches = 35

so as a Si Kedekut  -me- :b

i decide to buy 3 for 35

and so i keep asking her to buy one 

Tapi...

the main purpose is 

i wish i can have a SAME watch with her

but too bad that every watch that we Like is only left ONE -.-"

the every watch that have 2 we DISLIKE

until the end 

we still bought watches  XD

but i'm satisfy with the watches that i buy

one i decide to give to mum cause i have only 2 hands to wear watch

impossible that i wear both on the same time, right? 

another one i'll just keep it myself

and found out that it has her nickname on it - Bobo -   :]

and finally we bought and went back home

*she bought a white Shining watch  ^-^*

For Me

i feel great at all in every time we meet

especially when the time is only belongs to BOTH of US

although 

we do not study in the same course

we do not meet always

we do not contact always

but i know

in our heart 

there is always a place that remain for each other

and that is why when every time we meet

we can be like those who meet everyday

for Me, You're the BEST

and i wish

for You, I'm same to be :]  ♥

Love & Miss You, Bobo ♥_♥!

* i can't imagine when you go to Malacca how i'm gona be :'[ *

* Untitled *

just know that i love you more than i expected

but Thanks God 

that i'm still able 

to stand in front of you

to chat with you

honestly

i don't know why i am still waiting

i know is impossible

but here i am still waiting for the miracle

funny right

anyway

please stay happy

you know

when you feel sad

i'll be the one who feel that too

L. & M. A.   ♥

* 不是故意 *

我以为恶梦不会一直缠着我

我以为头痛闭上眼就痊愈了

我只听你爱听的歌

我只做你的朋友

我变得沉默伤心也不愿开口

我变了好多是否更靠近你呢

等一个固执的如果

如果你懂我为什么

就够了

你别担心

我不怕一个人站在雨里

除了你

我找不到能快乐的意义

眼泪

带给你的压力太清晰

我真的不是故意

不是故意

让自己变得不再像自己

为了你

拼命想拿一百分而努力

你

却离我越来越远的距离

直到我失去你

真的不是故意...

Emo-ing

My Dear

did you know that

until now

I am still not able to let you go

I am still looking for a HOPE

that you would come to me

I am still believing that is still a chance between us

you must be thinking how stupid am I right

but I just can't let it go

it's meant to me

it's reminding how happy those moments been

it refreshing my mind every moments that we spend before

but the truth is the truth

beside it change

looking forward o someday

that we could be together

or

I can stand in front of you and say

be Happy with her

just stupid emo-ing :'[

F8ck

okay i'll just name him as "K"

first impression that he gave to me was

- gentleman

- responsibility

but now... SORRY lar!!! is TOTALLY opposite..!

while get know more about this fellow

i just felt that he is like acting to be a "GENTLEMAN"

i don't know what are the purpose that he act for

but for me is just so DISGUSTING! Ew.. YUCK!

RESPONSIBILITY

-first thing-

hello man!

you are the one who asking me to join you

but i do feel like i'm the one who asking you to join me

every practice, i have to text you

every practice, you will be late

and even you didn't inform me earlier when you can't make it

first few times i think it was nothing

but now it is not few times but almost EVERYTIME!!!

I DON'T NEED A PRACTICE

THAT WASTING ME FEW HOURS

AND GET NOTHING IN THE END

so now i just keep quite and see..

if there is no any action, i just treat it as nothing happen before

-second thing-

well, we was plan to share a Christmas present for our friend

so in our share list

i think he should be the one who can collect the money easier than me

but what he did was, 2 months or even more are coming soon

he couldn't collect all the money for me.

hello man!!! i'm human i need money to live too!

please collect it for me SOON!

and about the card

when you sign your signature where did your eyes look at ?!

who signed who didn't sign you don't know meh?!

you are stupid or idiot?!

and very funny is

when i ask you when can you pay me all the money,

you tell me :

hey...cayley

i know that your sis is doing online business right?

selling contact lens...

i would like to do online business too

just want to know who to do

hope to contact with your sis...

i was like WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS PEOPLE

i though he reply my question but at the end is this

I'M SO SO SO SO DISAPPOINTED ON YOU

AND I'LL NEVER COOPERATE OR SHARE WITH YOU AGAIN

NEVER EVER!!!

and one more thing,

don't think that you can manage a relationship very well

you are not smart as you think!

舍不得

时间过的还快

转眼2011年就这样结束了

看看回2011年的日子

真的发生了好多的事

身边有好多人离开了

最舍不得的

就是那两个我爱的男人-爸爸和“你”

爸爸

因病而逝世

在他还在的期间

让我感受到

原来那么多年来

我都不曾那么真正的看着他的脸

我都不曾那么细心地照顾他

原来

在我眼中他所做“不好”的事

都是为了让我们过得好一点 舒服一点

爸爸 突然我很想你

也不懂为什么

每一次都会突然地想你

但是 我又不敢让妈咪知道

我担心她会更难过

2011年的平安夜

妈咪有提起了你

可是最终眼泪还是流了出来

我也是一样

我很后悔为什么每一次失去了以后

我才会想要珍惜

不过我们会在相见对不对

你要等我哦

那时候

我还要在牵起你的手

然后撒娇地说:

爸爸，我们去吃鱼好不好....

爸... 我爱你......

“你”

当我知道的那一刻

我是又喜又忧

喜

是因为你可以找到你的幸福

忧

是因为你要的幸福不是我

该怎么说呢

或许

我们就不是上帝所配对的那一对吧

但是

到了今天

新的一年

本来是应该把以前的都留在那里

可是

偏偏它就是一直跟着我

希望有一天

我可以真正的祝福你们

希望...希望........

你知道吗

我真的很想真心祝福你

可是每当我一打开面子书

看到你左手边的女孩时

眼泪都会不听话

自己跑了出来

每次我想面对你时

总有各种的阻碍

让我不去遇见你

不去面对你

希望有一天

我可以站在你面前

告诉你：

亲爱的，虽然我不是你的选择

但是我宁愿自己难过

也不愿看见你失去你的幸福

祝福你，要幸福，要快乐

爱你,,,